Hello Dearest Rick Mabe, Elaine Bennett, are dearest Mark Hamilton, families and all friends:

As we work to make the impossibilities possible, Here is my dreams, I want to re-establish the most beautiful love and life I shared with my Beloved Susan. It exploded do to black neocheeting. I want to own a comfortable home and rent out appartments from an owned facility. That way I can offer decent people a wonderful affordable place to stay, Comfortable and beautiful enough that if they choose, they can make it a perment dwelling.

This would be the new foundation stone that a hope to create in behalf of my beloved wife Susan and I. Then in 15 years or so from now, I want to bring Susan back to all of us. I want to look into her eyes and say, Honey I love you my dearest sweetheart. Then I want to let her know this, (We made it my love. We are together in the C. of U. and can finish fullfilling all our dreams come true, then continue on for more. We can now continue on forever and evermore in the beautiful life we shared, and continue growing, sharing and creating forevermore.

I have lived a simple mans life of very hard physical work day and night. When you do that from childhood and play hard too, It’s very hard to last. especally when 80% of it has been very hard labor and day and night work. So now, at the age of 51 years, I’m trying but I’m priety much burnt out everwhere.

It payed off for me in the long run. But it does not feel good. All the money and medical insurance I’m getting, I sould be generating that on my own two feet, with my beloved Susan and family.

Well dearest family and friends, It really looks quite impossible from where I’m at now. I will have to depend on pure stelth and be very bless. But that is what we are all about. Creating a most beautiful life for others and ourselves, and we never do it alone.

So here you have it, my life of working and careing for others in all the millions of ways. It’s the only life I have ever know, but it was so beautiful and overflowing with eternal love and life in every way, that I cannot forsake it, for something different. The love was just to great and overflowing with pure love and honesty, I shared with my bleoved Susan.

What I can say is that, two people can live in the C. of U. on earth when it’s totally in their hearts and minds, for themselves and the world they are living for, around them. I cannot forsake it because I know the absolute greatest that love can bring to a couple and the life in and around them.

The other reason I cannot forsake the life I lived, is because when black neocheeter murder, and you say let it go and go the other way, you are letting those Black neocheeters know that it’s Ok. If we do that, they will think It’s OK and continue with that same mantality, and think It’s Ok too do it again, then they will continue to live that way to gaine a life. We Neothinkers just cannot allow that type of bicameral thinking to continue, not ever.

So at this point of my life, I do forgive all. My thinking behind this is that, the evil that was committed by them will not allow them to excape it anyway. What a hurendous punishment they must have to pay for such a hurendous crime, untill they turn around and start making up for it.

Well dearest Mark Hamilton, Rick Mabe, Elaine Bennett, families and all friends. Here you have it, all my Impossible dreams continue on in hopes that they all come ture again, but in a better and safer way for Susan and I and all the Heaven and Earth that seround us.

I will end by saying, It is are time that is important here, and our timming alone. What in the world would we be concerned about an anti-Civilizations timming for. We don’t want anything to do with an anti-civilization or It’s timming. So let’s keep dreaming all are dreams, and are impossible dreams which seem the most important to us at times. Let’s keep dreaming them, living them and never ever stop acting on them, living them and bringing them into reallity where they belong for all of us; from the beginning, now, always and forevermore. A-man.

Dearest Mark Hamilton, Rick Mabe, Elaine Bennett and all Families and friends, thank you all so very much. I love you so very much. We love you so very much. Yours turly; Mr. Mrs. MarkandSusan Escarcega/Strain, or MarkandSusan14 or Mark Escarcega.