Saturday, November 23, 2024

I – ness

I now find myself in a position where I have never been. I grew up in an environment where thinking for yourself and doing for yourself was against my parents’ rules. The response by my mother was to hit us. While my father just did not care about us and punished us for doing something for ourselves. This is the first time in my life that I find myself asking myself what my FNE is. I honestly don’t know but I feel that it is time to figure it out. I owe it all to the Neothink Society. I have Mark Hamilton and everyone else to thank. While I still don’t know, I now have a couple of ideas. I now realize that it is necesssary for me but also important to find out so that I can make a difference in today’s world in some way. I have grown and I know it. For the first time in my life, I feel that it is okay to to put myself first. I listen every night and I find myself changing little by little. I know that I will do more not just for myself but for others as well. I an now a part of a group of people who are not afraid to speak their minds and also to act on it. This is very refreshing for me. I think that is probably true for others but I won’t speak for others. Thank you for inviting me into the Society and giving me the opportunity to grow and learn and do for myself and then for others.

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  1. Bravo Ellen!

    I have been listening intently to your public conversations on our Calls. What you said above brings me much joy for you!!! What a day and time to waken up that authentic BEing within you! From the sound of it you are in a new world to you. The absolute most progress I have made in my entire life is to be new and in a new world, because I have to find out about things within my Self and how I am in this new world and just how this new world “works and acts” with me…WoW! The learning acts in leaps and bounds if you just allow what you find to “BE” and add to that knowledge. Conquer any fear you find, just leave it behind in your dust as you progress forward!!! Cherish this period, it is truly special…Did you realize that you do not have to allow this to “end”? It can be a perpetual state of being open to yourself and others and the world=mucho learning and actions perhaps begun in increments, though eventually accelerating as you learn to…FLY (no period at the end of this sentence!)

    I love you,
    Elaine

  2. Bravo Ellen!

    I have been listening intently to your public conversations on our Calls. What you said above brings me much joy for you!!! What a day and time to waken up that authentic BEing within you! From the sound of it you are in a new world to you. The absolute most progress I have made in my entire life is to be new and in a new world, because I have to find out about things within my Self and how I am in this new world and just how this new world “works and acts” with me…WoW! The learning acts in leaps and bounds if you just allow what you find to “BE” and add to that knowledge. Conquer any fear you find, just leave it behind in your dust as you progress forward!!! Cherish this period, it is truly special…Did you realize that you do not have to allow this to “end”? It can be a perpetual state of being open to yourself and others and the world=mucho learning and actions perhaps begun in increments, though eventually accelerating as you learn to…FLY (no period at the end of this sentence!)

    I love you,
    Elaine

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